so i let him crawl. i didn't fire at him. but when he got up within 3 or 4 foot of me, i screamed at him to surrender. and instead of surrendering, he started to pull his gun towards me, which was instant death for him. but this young man, he was blond, blue eyes, fair skin. so handsome -- he was like a little angel. but i still had to shoot him. and it didn't bother me the first night, because i went to sleep -- i was so tired. but the second night, i woke up, crying, because that kid was there.